I want love, but do I really need love? I'm afraid of being attached to someone now, its been quite a while that someone has made me believe they'll stay forever. all i really ask for, for a soul with whom I don't have to try getting over the snakes I had. truth is, I'm too scared.
its been quite a while, and I had this thing on my mind. do i need the thing I've been running away from so long? is it the right time or is it the new sad song to blame? am I too young, or do I feel too young for this? I don't want to do too much talking, I'd rather do something.
exquisite, I'll be overwhelmed. I need a magical potion of flesh and bones, a human to share all my sad forms, who is expert in handling a childlike adult like me, a super hero maybe. ask me if i think about this everyday? often. a hand to hold, too much to ask for? and I witness sunsets, I witness the sunrise, and its the witness of how badly I crave this potion.
its been quite a while, ahem. I mean, um, quite a while or I should day since forever that I've felt warmth. I'll fall for the way you'll know I would fall, duh. there's something in the way I move, something in the way I speak words, everything's quite different.
hold still my beating heart, he is on his way.