To the man who left red stains in her life.

To the man who left after breaking every little piece of her heart,

I hope you had the satisfaction of breaking her heart.  I hope you are brave enough to walk out of your house after feeling guilty. I hope you don't have nightmares about how you ruined every fragment of my beautiful soul.

I want you to remember how I loved you.  I want you to remember how I used to call you every night just to say good night.  I want you to remember how I used to call you 'baby'.  I want you to remember how I used to take care of you. I want you to remember how I used to sacrifice many things just for the sake of your happiness.  I want you to remember how mucj love I have given to you.

And I want you to completely remember how you broke my fragile heart.  I want you to feel guilty every time you see me across the halls.  I want you to feel bad about yourself,  and to reflect what big asshole you are.  And I also want you to remember how you replaced me behind my back. I trusted you with all the trust I could give.  I loved you with all the love I could bestow unto you.  But I was never enough. 

And now look at me.  Look at the woman you once broke into million of pieces.  Being replaced made me feel like you have daggered me in the back a million of times until you reach my kind heart.  And when you removed the knife,  red stains flowed throughout my body.  Red stains marked my life. It marked how damaged I was as a person.  It marked how much I love I gave to you but all you did was that.

I hope you get these red stains the same as I have. I hope it marks you until you feel like asking forgiveness.  But never worry,  I will always be a big reminder of how awful you are as a person.  I will always be the one to remind you that you will never get enough by someone's love.  And I hope you learn your lesson in the hardest way that life can offer to you. 

My red stains will always be flowing, for my heart will always be daggered by you.