To the man who stays

*phew* so recently I met someone, and he seems alot like you, I almost imagined my whole life with him. But there's this, there's this word, expectations. Maybe I expect alot, or maybe I'm expecting from a wrong person. A part of me breaks and I can't hold back my tears and let it flow like I let my feelings flow knowing, knowing all this while that I'll break. And there'll be no one but me, to join all those pieces that loves him. He don't, he clearly don't and that just tears me apart. Been a while, that I've met my friends, been awhile that I've had a good time, been awhile that I've understood what's love, been awhile that he's Expressed what I mean to him. It's gonna break again, I know it will. So finally, I guess let's celebrate that finally, someone who's not my friend gonna break my heart, finally. Maybe, I'm not made for love. Maybe, maybe I'm not someone who's gonna get someone,maybe his white horse ran away, maybe I'm not a princess and this ain't a fairytale. So to the man who stays, I hope you know I am super emotional and the tiniest thing you'll do, will hurt me.i hope you know that everytime time you'll express your feelings, I'll think about it all the time and smile like an idiot. So to the man who stays, to the man who'll hold my hand and never let me go, I hope you know, I'll get hurt everytime you'll respond half heartedly, I hope you know I'll cry everytime you'll not appreciate my presence. I hope you know, I will love you, love you like I've never loved anyone. I will always, always love you, but the moment I feel I'm not getting that love back, I'll walk away and never come back, never.