its been quite a while, that I wrote something for you. just wanted to let you know, before we actually meet, before we start mending each other's broken hearts, before we become the brown of each other's eyes, that I really can't be more patient now. I really want you right by my side, right in this moment. I'm doing just fine nowadays, dealing with stuff with you right here would be much better you know.
I feel like I'm always apologising for my feelings, I'm not okay. i am trying my best, to be the best version of me, to be good enough before I meet you. before we start falling for each other. I'm done killing my loneliness and time with strangers, I need you right here, right now.
I'll melt in your arms, I'll won't resist.
its been almost an year that I wrote my first ever letter to you, I thought I'll meet you by now. maybe, maybe its not the right time. maybe I ain't that strong enough, maybe.
to my dear future beloved, I'm on my way. don't be late.