I still think of you and when I do, it only feels like yesterday when you hurt me. Actually, I had been hurting way before you said those words. I often wonder how you are and if I ever cross your mind even for just a second. I really did want you. I was so ready for you, for us but it had to happen. You never knew what I had to go through so I could move on and forget you. I didn't have to let you know and just decided to block you out of my life because in the end, I loved you and I didn't want to bother you with my pain. I decided to just go through it. I made mistakes while moving on, terrible mistakes that just drove me on a more depressing state. I looked for you in strangers and I realized, I know I won't. I felt sorry to myself for allowing bad stuff to happen to me but it's not your fault. All of it were mine. Now, I'm back on track. I'm pulling back myself together, the person who I was before I met you, only stronger. I never hated you, but I want to thank you for the heartbreak. It was God's way of calling me. I feel better now and I hope you are always okay. I hope you find the love you are looking for. I had always wished it would have been me, but in the end, I would always care for your happiness. Always take care of yourself and most of all, God bless you.