Touch of Death

I've never felt such sensation,

a feeling that lingers deep in my skin

that urges me to cut in deep without any caution

is it a solution for me to escape from their sins?

It felt like staring at dazzling colors of black and white

but it also feels like seeing a glimpse of a fading light.

That feeling starts to rupture in my heart,

as my humanity begins to crumble and fall apart.

Since Death touched me, I forgot how to feel pain,

It left me with grief and a blood stain

It felt like I fell into darkness

Just like an empty feeling that left me breathless.

How does it feel not to exist?

A question that goes deep in my head

A thought that is hidden deep in a mist

Am I going to feel it if I'm dead? 

It feels like Death is my only friend

he's there waiting for me, waiting for my descend.

In this life of mine, hoping I will be relieved

from the lies of other people that I believed.