Trapped

My eyes are open,
My body numb,
I lie on my bed like a lifeless dumb.

My eyes can see your face,
My ears can hear your voice,
Yet when I try to speak there comes no noise.

I cant move any part of my body,
It feels like I am frozen,
For the disease that I have there is no solution.

I feel scared as I slip in and out of consiousness,
As my brain weaves for me a broken dream,
Oh how I wish I could just get up and have some biscuits and cream,

I feel trapped inside my own brain,
I want to scream, To yell,
I am scared of this, cant anyone tell?

I try to move my fingers, I have no luck,
I am stuck in the same position,
My neck pains, by being in this situation,

Darkness consumes me as my brain starts weaving another dream,
How I wish I could wake up, run and dance,
But I am stuck in this ghostly stance.

I am tired of this, of being in and out of dreams,
Its not easy to live without moving any limbs,
A beautiful life suddenly becomes dim.

I dread when the time is to sleep,
One fine day they took me for analysis,
Thank God the doctor said its just sleep paralysis!