I hate you for being scared.
I hate you for being stupid.
I hate your silence.
I hate your reasons.
and I hate you because I'm hating myself even more now.
I don't deserved a coward like you
I need someone who can fight for me, fight with me
Someone who have the courage to take my existense
Who would dive into the idea of winning my yeses
How much I wanted this, I wanted it to be you
To you, who never had the balls to speak
To you, who from the very start really know me
You were, you are selfish, you are
You thought you had love me in your best
But, I'm telling you, I don't care how you think
What matters to me is how brave you are to take the risk
It is not who we became today from our yesterday
But how you made me feel, I'm not worth it
Not worth any of the effort you could try
You just gave in and accepted it even from the starting line
Makes me think is there someone really can man up
Who will do anything just clear my thousand doubts
At first, I thought you had your plan
And I'm willing to understand
The next thing is my pity on your fear
and now, the hate, something I don't want to bear
And now I'm writing down your sentence:
Regret all your lifetime, ask yourself "what ifs" for million times
because you're scared, you never dared, you never tried