Waiting

I have been waiting all my life, sounds pathetic, I hope not.

I've been waiting for the moment where tom and jerry could finally be in peace

I've been waiting for the moment where my 23--inches pants finally fits

But most of all, I have been waiting for the moment where you will realize that I have these crazy, messed up feelings for you that made me a fool. 

I've been waiting.. I've been waiting that you will see me as the girl with a pale-white and pastry-shaped gown on our wedding day, 

I've been waiting that you will see me as the girl tucked in your bed every day with messed up hair and you’d still call beautiful.

I've been waiting to be that girl that you see through my  every darkest and eerie hide

I've been waiting, I've been waiting to be seen not like just a girl meant to be in your friendship side.

I've been waiting for you to notice the darkness through the brightness on my face I forcefully lit. 

I've been waiting, I've been waiting to be seen and not just a girl you’ll ask to wait on the sidelines ‘cause you’re unsure about what you feel. 

I've been waiting .. I've been waiting for the time where you will see and believe that we we’re meant to be an ‘us’ and not just a ‘you’ and ‘me’.

I've been waiting ..

I've been waiting for the time where you will see and believe that I was meant for you and you for me

I've been waiting for the time where you will see that yesterday's era, tomorrow’s generation is meant for us to rule and make every day a part of great history. 

I've been waiting for that moment where you'll realize that ships are sinking and my heart’s anchored a hundred feet down below waiting to be pulled back to you. 

I've been waiting..

I've been waiting to cry when you say you are in love with me

I've been waiting to cry when you say you can't leave without me

I've been waiting to cry when you say you no longer love me

I've been waiting to cry when I'm pleading you to stay with me

I've been waiting to say "I'm sorry"

I know that this may sound absurd as the ocean flying in the sky, but believe me this waiting is true because I've been waiting with all my might

True love, yes, that, I was searching. You, yes, that I was seeking. I was seeking you like a seagull for a fish, like a puppy in a leash, like a bad poet in a tease. I've been searching and I've been waiting for true love to come true, for these feelings to come alive, for this old cliche I'm dreaming to just thrive. I've been waiting..

I've been drearily waiting to finally be in love.. to feel the rainbows and the pain, to sleep with a beautiful man's arms who will tell me how he loves me so dearly.

I've been waiting for you, you who are living in the threads of my imagination, you who are singing in my poems and prose and you who are out there in this vast universe staring into the walls also questioning when you will see me.

I've been waiting for the skies above to rain your pieces over me

I've been waiting for the sun to let its rays be come you so you can see me and I can to you

I've been waiting for the ocean to wrap all the other beings so it's only you and me

I've been waiting for the world to finally give you, my meant to be.

I've been waiting because you see true love waits.

And I will continue waiting just so you can be with me, even if it takes a year, a decade or a millennium, I will.

I will be waiting..