What about a date?

Forwarding this directly to the story coz I have  few words to express. For the past two days, I stood at all  corners of my house to get inspiration for few words but all that remained with me was silence. I felt deserted. That was so deep. I have never been like that. One could never express that pain until they feel it personally.

There is a deep pain in my heart. Pain with reasons are fine but pain without any causes is unendurable. The pain was too deep  that I ate only two bondas instead of five.  So, I decided to find the reason. I found no appropriate answers but I faked some answers. Let's go directly into it,

Reason No 1: Am I useless?

It has been three months of quarantine and I did nothing. To be frank, all that I did was brushing my teeth, eating, sleeping and bathing. Everyday, I woke up with a determination that today is my day, I should wake up at least by 6am. It sounds good right? But, it's now 107th determination. Everything failed me. No, I failed in everything.

One day, I surfed the web to be a work-at-home employee. Another day, I surfed on how to change  a Saree into kurta, on another day, I browsed how to loose belly fat in 14 days. Surprisingly, I opened a blog, took a Saree and downloaded Chloe ting's video. But, what happened was that I forgot the blog's name, wasted a saree and deleted the downloaded video due to insufficient storage.

And it's again 108th determination.

Reason No 2;  Useless single

I'm so tired of seeing these couples goals and particularly the status of my contacts. Actually, I'm  single and I'm happy for that. But, this quarantine made me feel, 'You are wrong Priyanka' . I need a boyfriend, so that I can have a person to speak,  to take care,  to say I'm not useless coz my mother is always used to say that everything in this house has some use except me.

OK, Coming to the point. Now, I should find a boy to make couple goals and  write many more real love stories.

And it happened, When I was sitting  in the terrace and listening music in my mobile. His name was RITHIK, we are good friends from our school days. College life and new friends made us apart. He used to carry my lunch box and wait for me outside my class to pick me up in our school days. He was so sweet and genuine. Now, I planned to have  couple goals with him and suddenly my music player plays the lines " natpinilae kaadhal thondrinal yogam"(Tamil song).

So I decided he is my boy,  yes!! Yes!!  Finally!! 'Priyanka, You are committed' . My friends are gonna burn their stomach out. Amidst these thoughts, I heard a sound, "Bondas are ready to serve, Are you coming or not? - my mother. What should i do now? Bonda or Couple goals? I have to choose the right path, took a second ,

And I'm the same useless single and no more true love stories with useless pain in my heart.

Amma! Two more bondas please!.