What do I really want..

Having your heart broken, every time you try to open it, really sucks. Boy it's harder than it sounds to just move on and let go. You shed tears, you skip meals, you skip school, or worse. But every time you get broken, you learn something new. You learn how to become better. You learn how to be strong. You learn how to stand back up again. For better or worse, it might illuminate you to look far ahead into the future, or close your heart forever and ever.

Being back up again makes you feel accomplished like say "In your face!". You open up yourself to a bright future, a bright dream. Be it a career, a destination, or way of living. With vigor you worked for that dream. You can see the doors of the life you've been working on, that meant ending every tie you've had. However, there are just still some lingering feelings that was unable to erase. Unwavering feelings that came back when you hugged her tight and she hugged you back. And it makes you think, you're so close at the very dream you've worked for just as close as to that person you loved. If it meant to leave the other behind, which one will you choose?