What if. . .

"too much" is what I can say to this world we live in,
Too much sacrifices, too much pain.
They say that you aren't gonna be here if you can't do it,
But what if I'm not really brave enough to fight it.

What if I still want to be here because of the people I love?
Or worst, what if they are the only reason I am still here and not because of my beliefs?
What if I don't feel welcome in here anymore?
Or worst, What if my soul doesn't wanna be part of it anymore?

I won't blame the people around me if they don't understand my situation,
Because I can never blame them for something I don't even understand myself.
What if I die today and regret the things that I can possibly miss out?
Or worst, what if I continue my miserable life and made no difference at all?

Isn't that more frightening? Make people believe you are tough
But deep down you know you're not enough
What if I am not really strong to be here?
What if I just want to quit? What if I just want to end it?