if you've never been in love, this is for you. I've never been in love either, but there's this one person, I think, I think I'm falling for this person now.
through thick or thin, in the times when I had no one, there's not a single moment that this person has given up on me. you have that person as well, do you know that?
this person, taught me to smile when I had a knife in my hand. this person, taught me to live, when I didn't even feel like to breathe. though, we've been, been fighting a lot. I hated you, and I'm sorry for that. your imperfections, your nature, I've criticised everything, and I'm sorry for that.
I feel liberated, I feel free. you know what it feels like? I dont feel alone anymore, I feel complete. I feel free, I feel happy, yes, happy, for the first time in a long time.
it feels as if I need nobody else, I feel amazing, AMAZING. never felt this liberated and free.
you, you taught me to that you need no one to be happy. you taught me to let go of people, you taught me to love.
so to the person I see in the mirror, thank you. I think I'm falling in love with you, finally. you're beautiful, you're kind, you're so humble. and the fact that you love people so deeply, so deeply makes me wanna take you out on dates and celebrate life with you.
dear self, I love you.