When the castle becomes a dungeon

I know it's tough

I know it's hard not to fall apart

I know how it feels when everything you feel

Is contrary to how you actually want to feel

When you find yourself alone in a room,

Where there are no possibilities of the door being knocked

When favors are all you're needed for

No one wants to converse or empathize

When the castle you always wanted becomes a dungeon

When all of your dreams turn into nightmares

When you see shadows coming near to you

But they are not concretized

When you don't realize nights turning into morning

because you’re staring but not looking

trust me I know!

I know that it shatters you

I know that it crushes your sheer existence

I know that every night you switch sides in bed

just so that you could sleep

But at every dawn you see the sky changing colours

I know that you want to smile

But it feels like your lips have found their comfort zone T

rust me when I say I know

And trust me when I say I care

You might not see me in the light

But I am always there for you when

The darkness surrounds you

I might not say I care

But I feel each cringe in your voice

I am there even if you don’t ask for me

When even your shadow leaves