How should I write it down?
How do you want me to write it down?
Straight forward, realistic or fictional filled with most unimaginable and lusting experiences
I guess that's how it should be described.
Have you ever experienced a moment of silence, utter silence out of the frenzy
As if someone just blew off a snowy wind right in your face and you could not hear or feel anything
But your eyes are fixed on something something that you see
Moving across the snow,
Coming out of a snow storm. So calm that you cannot believe it could ever be a product of a snow storm!
A snow storm that ran inside the veins of your throbbing heart, which has started ticking like a clock with a broken second hand, unable to move but back and forth.
What is that feeling when your mind suddenly plays a melody which drowns you inside it and you start loving it
When each word comes as a new feeling as if someone ran an icecube down your neck.
Your stimulus reacts and wants to stop it but you are freezed and melting at the same time
Your each breath pushing out a few milli kilos of vapour out of your mouth
All this happens when you see that something,
Gliding through the fairy lighted snow.
That something
Walking with snow boots, blazers, mufflers.
Oh!! you can touch those silk mufflers from your eyes but right now you want to touch
That face all pink and red,
And you see those lips that cusp the mouth which puffs the cold air out and there he is marching towards you,
Step1, step2
And your heart goes simultaneously
Beat 1, beat 2
And then he stops and looks up at you
Damn! there you go missing a beat
Yes you are alive and you know you can still be alive even if there is no more beating in those rib of yours
Unless you are here laid on the ice
The ice of his eyeballs that shimmer
Ah they are so fragile
That you want to break and glide inside them
Oh! You nasty intruder!
But then there is a smile and all you see is fire in those eyes
And they provide you the warmth,
At this time you suddenly feel the chill running down
And now you want to run closer to those eyes that can best act as your fireplace in this cold, cold life and keep you warm throughout the night.
And then a step closer he is
With a step 3
Heart chirps? Yes it does followed by
Deep breathing
And this time your mind is busy playing the keys of the keyboard that you bought last Christmas
One at a time you press those keys
A minor, D major
And it opens up the locks of your body
Such that you want to glide on the snow and rotate and dance barefoot
And compose poems and sing
But most importantly as you see him there in the snow
You want to
Cover yourself up with the ice that is lying under your feet which is so weak by now
And why won't they be?
So you want to burry yourself inside the snow
Such that the smile that has just crept into the muscles of your face
That giddy smile,
doesn't disappear so soon,
instead you want it to freeze
You want the time to freeze and the whole nature to freeze
While you melt piece by piece, unknowingly but unapologetically over that someone forever.
Well, that's how you feel when you meet that someone.
Should I write it down this way?