Whirl

Have you ever loved someone and told yourself that it is still not love?

Have you cried because of someone and convinced yourself that it is just because he looks so perfect and not because he looks perfect with someone else?

Have you thought of someone as your life partner but then, realized that the two of you would never happen so you just shake off the idea?

Have you liked someone and hated him at the same time?

Have you?

Because me? Yes. Yes I did.

I did love someone I am not ready to fall in love with. I have cried because of someone while telling lies to myself. I have been dreaming of him as my soulmate even though I know that we are impossible to be together.

I have liked him ever since I saw him. Ever since he turned my life more exciting. Ever since he made my frowns to smiles. And, I hated him for the same reason too.

Because even though he makes me smile and laugh, I am woken up with the reality that I am not the girl for him.

And if you'll ask me if my head is whirling because of him being too perfect,

Yes will be the answer.