rushing throw the traffic, dropped my phone but all i cared was, you. I ran as if i was running for my life, I was to be honest running for my life. you became the centre of it since the day I met you. the way you smile at the ground every time I tell you how beautiful i think you are, every time you leave those extra cookies for me, it just makes me fall into this trap. every time I cry about things, and you just smile and gives me the love and care i want, every time, you, being you, truly understands me, knowing the true, the real and raw me makes me no longer wait to be with you all the time.
do you remember the first time we met? you fell over me in the movie theatre, haha you looked so adorable apologising, all embarrassed. you looked so beautiful the night I asked you out, you fell over me the first day, I fell for you everyday since then.
I got into my car, I knew I dropped my phone somewhere but didn't really care, cause I was so scared. I was so so scared. the thought of you not being around me anymore gave me chills to the spine and all I could think of how to be with you as soon as possible. i could feel the time passing by, I felt as if I'm losing something, as if a part of me, a part of me is becoming invisible, is vanishing, and and all I could do was hope for the best, hope to see you again.
oh wait, don't you remember our first trip together? the time we shared the same bed for the first time, I was super shy and you comforted me as if I'm a little boy, I was to be honest, your little boy. I remember each and every moment of that trip, particularly, of that night.
so finally I reached, there was I standing, all numb. there was you, laying down, motionless, you were there. I held you in my arms, one last time. I kissed on your forehead, I touched your hair, I snuggled in you to be a part of you in that moment. tears, they call em, they were my heart's screams.
but hey, don't worry. you'll never be alone, you have a part of my heart that is all yours, even if we're apart, its with you. you'll never be alone.
I see you around and in all these empty faces, you're with me in every moment. you're with me, my heart is with you.