I remember the contours of your face
I remember the softness of your cheeks
I remember your sweet voice
I remember those long, waited weeks
I remember how you used to laugh
I remember how insistent those eyes were
I remember those red, shy ears
I cannot help but remember that face I once cared for
I remember your slight way of walking
I remember all your favorites
I remember your obsession for songs
I remember how you nurtured bravery
I remember how much you loved me
I remember those beautiful moonlit highs
I remember how you leaned in to me
Then why does that now seem like a goodbye?
You died long ago almost feels like eternity
Your happy faces, your mannerisms
Those memories I cherished so deeply
Why do they give me such frightful visions?
When you died I felt so lonely, so empty
When you died I wanted you so bad
When you died I forgot myself completely
When you died why did it make me so mad?
Is this feeling capable of being described?
Can I actually relate it from anything
What have I become when you aren't here
What has it done to me, this feeling?
Crying suddenly feels so useless now ,for you are gone
Like the gentle breeze from my life
Everything seems so pointless now
All I can do now is strive
What is this world you left me in
It's not merry to me anymore
Because all I can see are dull colors
And a long, long sea with no shore
My love, what have you done?
You died long ago that's true
But now in your absence I really feel
That you might be dead but you make me too.....
Come back.....
Please come back.....
©AkshayaGadre