zahir

I thought it was a huge mistake.

To fall deeply to a kind of person  you are.

Night, dawn and day, it was the way you look at me that matters.

Until there was no point of stopping.

You were destructive.

And I was destroyed.

I had a lot to sacrifice.

You mattered a lot.

Although it was obvious that I didn't.

I just want to say I'm sorry I can't look at you in the eyes.

I feel frightened to see you at school.

I'm scared of feeling the pain again.

I'm sorry if it took me too long to move forward.

I did try. TBH. It was not that easy.

You had given me a lot of courage. 

To try to pursue the thing I desire.

One thing's for sure: I still like you.

I thought it was a huge mistake,

but it wasn't and it isn't.

(I hope you read this)