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Who am I to be in pain when even both of us doesn't have any label?

Who am I to be so possessive when I don't own you?

Who am I to get distracted when you don't reply to my messages?

Who am I to be a tragic mess when things between us isn't clear?

Just who am I?

Kept asking for weeks now and it happened too fast. I'm not ready. I fall deep and hard. I don't want to waste my time to someone who wouldn't make effort, time and someone who makes me fall in love with him. My time is too precious to be focused on that but the sad thing about this reality is I cannot have peace of mind whenever I think of you, the things we have that isn't clear. Maybe I'm overly dramatic but trust me, I didn't plan this way. I've never expected this to happen. After 2 years, I've fallen in love again. I wanted to be sure 'cause I don't want one sided feelings and friendzones. I don't want to be hurt again. I don't want to be hurt now because it's too much for me to take most especially when you're making me special, saying compliments and other things that makes my heart falter. Butterflies on my stomach everytime your name appeared in my phone. It's a refreshing feeling again. I somehow felt the connection even though we're miles apart. Or maybe is it just me feeling this way? Am I assuming or do you think I'm special to your heart too? 

These are my thoughts and my feelings.