To my bestfriend

I could  write about some infinite things about our friendship yet i cannot describe about how much our friendship means to me. Some friendships start in a very casual way but our friendship started in a very unexpected way and turned out to be unexpectedly beautiful. I have come across lot of people in my life but out of all the people i met, you are the most selfless, kind, generous and the most sensible person i met. You are that one friend, whom everyone wishes to have in their lives and i am so glad you have been my friend. The first day i spoke to you, i was really nervous and today you are the only person i talk without thinking about what i speak. I have met everyone at the best times but when i met you, i was in complete mess. Now when i think about it, i only got through all those days only because you were there otherwise i don't know what would i do without you. You made my worst days better. When i thought no one would ever understand me, you understood me without judging me. You have been my biggest strength from the day we started speaking. I always considered myself very unlucky but after we became friends, i consider myself as the most fortunate person on the earth. You think i am the better person, but honestly speaking you are the most beautiful soul i have ever met. You inspire me every single day to become a better human being. To  know you and and to be your friend is like one of the greatest thing of my life which i'll always be grateful about. Everyone leaves during the worst but you stayed and only a true and loyal friend can never leave me during my worst. The last call i was with you, after that i never expected our friendship will continue  but then i got your message in the morning. Did you reach safely?

you have no idea how much happy i was looking at your message. You will never know how much happy it made me to have a person who cares for me. I have never felt like this before. And at the same time, it made me sad that i cannot talk to you that often. I thought i would miss you felix like very badly. I still miss that though. Hopefully this will end soon so that i can go back and the first thing i would do is talk to you. For every two days i used to message you because you stopped using social media. Wait, who will talk in SMS bro. No doubt only we can do it. One day you messaged me  that you weren't well. That was the day i realized how much you are important to me in my life. Today i can never imagine my life without you in it. I hope and pray  everyday  that there should never be a day in my life where you are not in it. Not that something happened to you that day but i don want anything happening to you any day. Then you were back on Instagram and we spoke felix. Those memes you would send me every day, made me smile everyday. I was very depressed and your memes were the only thing i would laugh at in the whole day. You never made me feel alone. When somedays you would text me how are you? that whole day i would be happy. You were there for me every single day and you would make my day felix. And then you went off social media without informing. Everyday i would check at my chats. Everyday i used to check your last seen. There was not even one day when i didn't think about you. I would think of messaging you but then i was scared that what if i am bothering you? what if you didn't want to talk to me? There would be several questions in my mind and at last my mind will always win. I didn't text you. Everyday i would wait for your text like today you will back on social media. It was friendship day. Our first friendship day and that was the day i decided to message you and i did. After few days i got a notification from you. I immediately went to check and you sent me a emoji. Do you even know what i felt that moment?  I was on cloud 9 that day.I thanked god so much that day.Talking to you after so many days was the best feeling ever.But felix i still regret of not messaging you those days.I shouldn't have left you like that.You were the greatest friend felix but i was not.You were there for me always but i was not.I am sorry! I was never be the bestest friend for you and i can never be one but you are the bestest friend in the history of friendship's ever.After that we spoke often and one day when i told praj,i wanted to talk to you.That was the day i couldn't believe i was talking to you.If you could look at my happiness in my phone,you would understand that i was the most happiest person on earth that day.I dont video call with anyone but i did 2 times.Thats a lot for me okay.Distance can never keep any friends apart and our friendship was the perfect example for it.This pandemic has taken lot of things from people but for me felix,it gave me you.The best thing that has ever happened to me in my life.

Thank you would be less but all i have is thank you.Thank you for choosing to be my friend.Thank you for never giving up on me.Thank you for always being there.