You can be loved too

Diya was sitting in the corner of the coffee shop and was completely engrossed in her book.Suddenly she looks and observe every people.She has found a girl there who was also reading a book.She was fascinated by the thought both have a similar interest of reading books.As diya was completely an outgoing person,she went near that girl and introduced herself.

Hey,this is Diya.Can i know your name?

Hi,i am Shriya.She was again reading her book.She didnt talk anything after that.

Looking at her then diya asked.

What is that book you are reading?

Its Fault in our stars written by John green.

Oh,is it.I have already read that book and i love John green.His way of story narration makes the book really more interesting to read.

Shriya didnt talk anything but was listening to diya when she was speaking.So,who is your favourite author?

I like George orwell.

Oh even i like george orwell.Can we be friends? Diya asked.Shriya was really amazed.Then Shriya nodded yes.Diya was extremely happy.She was mad in joy,while shriya was also happy.They both exchanged their numbers and would meet at the same coffee shop.They both became really close with each other.Shriya liked diyas company.They both would discuss about the innumerable books and sometimes about lot other things also.One day while they met,Diya observed that Shriya was upset about something.Diya took shriya to a place where they both can sit and talk peacefully.There was not so much crowd as in coffee shop.

Shriya why did you get me here?What is the matter?

Diya then told i got ypu here,so that we can talk.I observed that you was really dull.What happened shriya?You can tell me.I am your friend and you know i care about you a lot.I cannot see you sad.So tell me about why are you upset?

Shriya liked the way diya was concerned about her.She felt secured.She felt protected.She really liked the way Diya cared for her.She really loved Diya.

Shriya was crying.Diya hugged her and now she was even more concerned about Shriya.

I love you Diya.You are literally the sweetest person i have ever met in my life.I always thought there was no one to care for me.I always thought that i dont deserve to be loved in my life.I felt i was a miserable person.I didnt know when you became such a major part of my life.I really loved the way you talk to me,though i choose to be silent.I really loved the way you didnt judge me anyday.I cant tell you how it feels to meet a person and then your life is changed.You are that person to me diya.Promise me you will never leave me?Promise me you will always care for me?Promise me you will always be there for me.I need you diya.I really need you.You are the bestest friend i have ever met in my life.Your friendship is really precious to me.Infact you are precious to me.I cannot imagine anyday without you.You are someone who made me realize what life is? I just forgot living.With you by my side,i always feel happy which i have never ecperienced in my entire life.I started believing in life.I started believing in miracles because you are that miracle Diya.

Diya was completely astonished when she saw shriya speaking.She was happy knowing that she had a special place in Shriya's heart.Shriya you are really good and sweet.Never think that you dont deserve to be loved because you are worth to be loved.You deserve to be taken care off.I will never leave you shriya.Its a promise.I was always by your side and will forever stay.

It was really getting late and Shriya had to leave.They both hugged each other and soon left.

After going back home Diya started thinking about shriya.She really felt bad that Shriya thinks about herself in such a way.What makes her think like that?

Why does she think that she dosent deserve to be loved? Why she thinks that no one really care about her.Shriya has never discussed anything about her personal life anyday.Doesnt she have someone to care about? Why did she feel so vulnerable?Why did she tell she forgot how to live? From the time she left coffee shop,she was only thinking about Shriya.She couldnt stop thinking about it.She wanted to ask Shriya about it.She messaged shriya.

Shriya can we meet tomorrow near the same place where we met today?

Diya was really happy because Shriya messaged, yes lets meet tomorrow.How about 8'o clock.Diya messaged oh that's great! Lets meet at 8 tomorrow.

Shriya was sitting their anxious.She didnt understand why diya wanted to meet her so suddenly.What might diya think about me? Thinking all this,she thought she would have a nervous breakdown.Diya came and hugged Shriya and they both sat.

Shriya asked why did you message me suddenly that you want me to meet Diya.

Then Diya caught her hand thightly.She could see that shriya was nervous.

There is nothing to worry about Shriya.I wanted to talk to you thats the reason i messaged you.Now i cant even talk to my friend?

No Diya i am sorry.I really didnt mean in that way.You can message me whenever you want to talk to.Shriya was relieved looking at Diya still cared for her.

Diya smiled.Shriya can i ask you something? Shriya nodded.

What makes you think that you dont deserve to be loved?What makes you think that you are vunerable and a miserable person.Shriya took a deep breath.She didnt know how to answer Diya.She can feel that tide of pain hitting her when Diya asked her such a question.

Shriya then told Diya,Diya i was really happy when i was a child.I didn't know how fear was? Life was really blissful.I was joyful about everything.I didnt knew what pain was? One day my uncle shouted at me.I was really scared.I felt like someone just cut my wings and i was fluttering to fly.I cannot forget the way he treated me.I felt really painful.I didnt know whom to tell? I didnt know if i tell someone about this will they understand what i went through? My mom told me this was life and i have to learn to deal with it strongly.From that day my life has changed.I got used to his abuses,his shouting everything that made me feel vulnerable about life.I hated my life.I hated myself.I would go into the washroom lock myself and cry until that pain leaves me.I would wash my face and come back with smile.That was really difficult but i learnt how to smile after been broken enough in life.I was really scared about people.I was scared about everything.I would cry the whole nights.O cant tell how things were hurtful for me?I cant tell how difficult i felt?I was punishing myself for the mistakes i have never comitted at all.He made me feel unlucky about life.He made me feel vulnerable about life.I hated myself entire life.Some pain gets better when you share with someone but this is something i cannot get rid off my entire life.I was too broken to be fixed again.I always thought that this world is a bad place.But after i found you now i believe that good people like you exist even in this bad world.

I have set this walls for me,

I have always been an escape.

Running away from my thoughts,

Running away from my feelings,

I didnt feel any kind of belonging.

I have always felt abandoned,

I never took anything for granted.

Sometimes my silence is like a storm,

Everything makes me underperform.

Life feels like excruciating,

Things are just heartbreaking.

No one can ever acknowledge the suffering,

They dont realize how much it is hurting.

I am just done with staying silent when all i have to do is standing up for myself,

I am just trying to unroll this difficult threads.

Time has modified,

Yet situations didnt undergo any switch.

I failed my ownself the day i let go of certain things,

Today you may be better but tomorrow you dont know what life brings.

Yes i may be helpless today,

But certainly everyone will realize what i was someday.

It will be too late then,

I am sorry but i'll not return again.

Diya didnt know how to react.She was really moved when Shriya spoke.All she told was i am sorry Shriya,i really dont know what you might went through.I can't even think about it.But i promise ill stay with you forever.I'll understand you.I'll be always there for you.

Shriya felt happy.She knew someone was there for her.She was happy that someone understood her.She felt happy that she was not being judged.She felt happy about someone cared for her.From that day a new bond was formed.

Some restless thoughts,

I wonder why all my flashbacks cross.

Love will find its way like sun has found its way to shine,

One day everyone will outshine.

One day you will fly high to chase your dreams,

It is not that difficult as it seems.

One day all your incapabilities will turn out to be your strength,

That day no one can outrage your wavelength.

You dont worry about your failures anyday,

Since you know your worth,you strive to be successful everyday.

Life is a hell rollercoaster journey

Everyday you live is worthy

Life is a treasure which you have to cherish every single day,

You realize everything happened for a reason someday.

All that pain you have been through will make you a saint,

One day all your sadness will be replaced.

Happiness will blossom like a flower,

No one can defeat your superpower.

One day life will end in a blink of an eye,

That day you'll glorify!

You'll glorify!

Life is full of surprises.Never loose hope anyday.Oneday your life might change.You will meet people in your life who makes you realize you can be loved too.