Feelings

You know how sometimes a feeling just reaches your stomach...

You like her but then you don't. Then you really like her , then you don't .

He doesn't talk but then he does. Then he tells you that you are his best friend and after all your hopes are shattered like fine glass , out of the blue , he decides to kiss you.

Then a feeling goes from your stomach all the way to your heart..

And the heart beats vibrantly on the day of your wedding . Oh how lovely she looks in that beautiful white gown, walking down the alley just for you. Oh how beautiful it is.

The feeling loves it in your heart. It stays there for a while. It stays there when u have first after-marriage sex or when u kiss him without apparent reasons...

But boy that feeling is ambitious. It wants to climb further. And what's above heart? Head.

But as soon as u hit her the first time, your breath raging like crazy, the feeling has already triumphed your head..

Now all you feel is mirage. And all you see is bed full of broken promises. 

You liked her but now you don't. Now you do and now you hate her..

The feeling is out of your head back into the cosmos... probably to attack a younger version of you.