28.My Space

Just an update guys. Nothing much.

For the past 15 days or so, no social media. Because I was studying till all my brain cells fried. And I successfully wrote the exam I was preparing for. (Don't ask about the results tho :P )

And after all the sleepless nights and stressful days, I am now paying the price. Ya..not feeling well...

But I was so self-absorbed in my exam preparations, my health and all that, I forgot about my johnny once again.

I thought its okay. It's winter now. If Johnny pulls through this season somehow, then everything will be okay since both Johnny and I love summer. And I was planning about the things I can do, games I can play with Johnny.

Every day I saw him. I knew he was sad. He would just wag his tail and leave me. After some time he avoided me totally like a plague. Dad told me that he was not feeling well and so he was avoiding me (because I might get the infection from him. He always did that)

The day before yesterday, I saw him. There was no light in his eyes. He just looked me and lied down. Mom told me not to disturb him. Then I got cold and fever. So here I am cooped up in my bed with tissues.

And no more Johnny. No. He left this world. But I am not crying. Because I know he will be happy there. And I am a selfish human. He is better off without me tbh. I just enjoyed every happy moment with him. But whenever I have any personal problems, I would just totally forget him. Ashamed?! Ya. I am.

I will never ever get a pet. I cannot even take care of myself. Then why the hell I thought that I could take care of Johnny and the other dogs. (Ya. I have 3 more. But we are not close).I am just a stupid stupid selfish human who should not get a pet ever in my life.

That's all guys!!