All I wanted was you

Am I being greedy for
wanting you so bad?
For wanting no one but me
to hold your hand?

Am I starting to be selfish
for wanting you to be mine?
For wanting nothing from you
more than your time?

All I want is us.
Nothing more than us.
No other than me.
No other than you.

I just want peace of mind,
no more walking blind.
Not knowing where we are going,
nor what exactly we are doing.

I love you more than anyone else.
And I know, you know how much I love you,
more than I could actually love myself.

You're my everything my dear,
and seeing my everything smiling,
laughing and making memories with
someone else, I hope you understand
that it wasn't easy. It is a torture.

It was never easy to see the only love
of your life with someone else.
Someone you know who's better than you.
Someone you know he'll might be happier with.

What hurts me more is how sad it is for me that I cannot do anything about it, about us.
How I can only wait and watch you with her.
It is really painful.

My dear, I hope I can do something..
Let me doing something, or anything rather
just to keep you mine. Only mine.

And if this isn't right and
I am now asking for  too much.
Let me know, maybe it is right for me to just go.