Alone.

To the heavens,
Counting the stars on a sleepless night.
Lying like a lifeless human on the roof.
Mind racing,heart skipping beats,soul in a plight
When the clouds move, stars wink from high above, wind blows, the earth rotates-
When everything is just normal and at peace;
Then why do I stand still off the track?
Then why doesn't my soul dwell in peace?
Why do those thoughts torment my brains?
Why do failures,pains steer me to nothingness?
Why does the void inside never fills?
Why does pessimism engulf my soul?
Why can't I stand up on these feet?
Why can't I root up the anguish out of my soul?

I long for the sun to cast its light upon this dying heart.
Why are the hues of life missing in mine?

~a fickle disorderly kid.