Behind Closed Doors

For people, my life is perfect

But behind closed doors, I'm infected.

For people, I only smile

But that is because I need to hide my sad life.

For people, I just as normal as them

Well,only I know who I am.

My bravest face is when I fake it,

My diaries are covered with sad stories.

Behind closed doors, my tears loose control,

My happiness slides lost inside the deepest hole.

But that's not me when I'm out,

For people, I'm so happy and loud.

If you are reading this, I guess you'll only know I am not the girl I appear to be.