Beyond the horizon of wonders

I wonder if I had made the right decision

To allow myself to love and risk of getting hurt again

I wonder if I could still get on my feet back up again

Or will I be able to conquer the challenges next to me

I wonder if someone will tap my shoulder and say it's okay

I wonder if someone will sit next to me when I'm not okay

I sit alone while the children laughs

I hear the waves and the sound of breeze

I wonder if I'll fade like the bubble waves

My voice echoes inside my head

Saying "it's okay you're used to it anyway"

I smirked and tried to look up

I see blue sky and light from afar

I wonder when will I reach that horizon

I wonder when will I cross the skies

I wonder when will I die.