BROKEN SOUL

I was so lonely in my life,
Though I was always surrounded by people,
Only two souls were there I could reach.
When talks with them would not heal my soul,
Confinement is what I  would resort to.

I could do nothing to change my life,
Because this is what I have chose to,
In search of love I always craved for,
I ended up in arms who never cared for,
Looking in his eyes I would search for,
The love that I always craved for.

Empty promises and false love,
Every night I would get these gifts,
Just to realize every morning that it's myth.
Where would I find the respite for my soul,
Even my best friends words would sometimes fail.

One evening in the party he would let his sister insult me,
Instead of soothing words he told me my thoughts are wild,
Other day at family ritual when everyone ignored me,
I cried in front of him and he said I have to bear it.
I know I would always fall,
And the person by my side would never fix me,
So forgive me life if I break someday,
I just want you to know I tried hard,
To mend my broken soul.