Love or trap

I wanted love to wrap me
Instead it trapped me.
I wanted to give it a shot,
But saw deception a lot.
Can someone show me larger picture,
Where I can verify my new venture.
Wherein i don't fall for fake trust,
Instead build myself so strong,
No one is allowed to enter inside,
The only person is myself.

Why did I fall in love that trapped,
Perhaps I was too busy with the emotion that said love.
It was too late when I no longer turned a blind eye,
The disrespect in relation has spread its wings,
The unworthiness in me has rooted deep,
The emotion of love has chained up me.

Sorry dear if you find me stupid,
Sorry dear if you think how could I do this to me,
Sorry dear you are correct if you think there are more hearts attached.
Along the way came two sweethearts,
Have I taught them to be trapped in love?
It took fourteen years to break free the chains,
Three hearts that have stains.
Dripping is the agony that love brought along,
Beware to go ahead because emotion of love tricked us for life.