C

To my dearest C,
Whom I met unexpectedly
Wearing Blue shyly
In the church last February.

To my dearest C,
Who talked to me so gently
Treated me like a princess so lovely
And loved me so gently.

To my dearest C,
Who loved to eat with me
In a place I love so dearly
With lots of food, so yummy.

To my dearest C,
Who listened to God's words with me
While holding my hand so tightly
As if I'm going away from thee

To my dearest C,
Who disappeared suddenly
What was wrong with me
That made you go quietly?

To my dearest C,
When you first met me,
I asked a sign if we're meant to be.
Yes but not till the end of my life journey.

To my dearest C,
When you met me,
Were you really ready
To give your heart to me?

To my dearest C,
You said you will wait for me patiently
Were you tired of me,
Or waiting for me?

To my dearest C
Is there a girl aside from me?
You should have said immediately
I would understand slowly.

To my dearest C,
Who's avoiding me,
Are you happy
While making me this crazy?

To my dearest C
You're acting so immaturely
So cowardly, so abruptly
Towards me randomly.

To my dearest C,
I loved you secretly.
But you'll never hear this from me
Coz you gave up on me too early.

To my dearest C,
I have realized lately.
You were never meant to complete me,
You were sent to break me.

But know this, my dearest C;
Time will pass you and me.
I'll be back as the new me,
But you'll be haunted for eternity.

I hope you're happy
With what you have chosen over me
If we ever meet in 2020
I'll be sure I healed completely.

Goodbye, my dearest C.