So, Before you go

We were together for so long
Happy, contented and strong
With you, nothing ever felt wrong
Your side was where I belong

Your voice, like a lullaby
Your eyes, calmer than the morning sky
With you, time never seems to fly
Makes me wonder why

When you talked to me, I listened with no care
When you looked at me, why did I just stare?
Questions, I have lots of pair
Like your worries, why was I unaware?

You had good smiles and smell
Quiet, sensible, and had so much to tell
But you were unwell
On the inside, you wanted to yell

Still makes me wonder till this day
What made you that way
To me, you never convey
The storms that haunt you everyday

Why do I hold this flower to throw
On top of cold you down below?
Perhaps I will never know
Since you decided to silently go