Can you blame her?

Will you blame her if she shut people out?
Will you blame her if she suddenly walks away?
Will you blame her if she have some trust issues?
Will you blame her if she always doubt everybody?

Will you blame her if she suddenly gets discouraged?
Will you blame her if she only thinks about herself?
Will you blame her if she always gets dramatic?
Will you blame her if she always over think?

Will you blame her if she always belittle herself?
Will you blame her if she always think negative things?
Will you blame her if she suddenly cries at night?
Will you blame her if she always wants to be alone?

Will you blame her for being like that if you find out the reason why?

Why does she shut people out?
She's scared to be taken for granted again

Why does she walks away?
She's scared that she might hurt them

Why does she have some trust issues?
She's scared to be betrayed again

Why does she always doubt everybody?
She's scared to get hurt again

Why does she suddenly gets discouraged?
She's scared to disappoint them again

Why does she only thinks about herself?
She's scared to be left alone again

Why does she always gets dramatic?
She's scared to be tough again

Why does she always over think?
She's scared of hurtful things that lies ahead

Why does she always belittle herself?
She's scared to boast herself but end up failing and disappointing them

Why does she always think negative things?
She's scared of giving herself a false hope

Why does she suddenly cries at night?
She's scared to cry during daytime 'cause someone might see her falling apart

Why does she always wants to be alone?
She's scared to involve other people in her fucked up life

She is just scared of everything, everyone and every time.

No one notices her tears because she hides it underneath her smiles,
No one notices her sadness because she forced to replace it with laughter,
No one notices her pains because she buried it deep down with her jokes,
And sadly no one even dared to notice what's underneath her mask.

Now tell me,

Can you blame her?

A/N: hey guys! I just want to write about this because our society now is full of judgemental people and i want to inform you what happens to the victim of misjudgment. So i hope i could open your minds about this problem. We should know their back story before we judge them. Stop judging! Stop depression! Stop pulling down other people and let's start helping each other :)
Sorry for the grammatical errors! :) leave some feedbacks if you want thanks! :)