DEAR DIARY... DAY 1

Dear diary,
I saw him again today.
It has become a daily routine now.. I order my passion fruit ice tea and passionately look at him.. He was there in front of me, reading the same novel again... " The fault in our stars.." I know this is not exactly a guy sort of a thing, but thats what i find cute about him.. His eyes on the book & mine on him.. He is my favourite novel... I could read it everyday with a smile on my face... I could read him tip to toe,his broad shoulders, his expressions, his dusky tone and ewverything else.. But today the plot of the novel was different.. his expressions changed and he looked at me, i was dumb struck  and frozen for some few seconds & then i gained my senses and pretended  normal & a bit weird.  I decided to get drunk because,I wanted to gain strength to face him and then  I drank my drink in just one gulp and ordered again and again and again.. three drinks down in 3 gulps...  and then the fourth one in my hand.. i was about to drink that too... but oh i remembered the drink was non alcoholic and hence was not working... ughhhhhh how foolish could i be.... and then i saw him approaching towards me.. i got nervous, I was gathering my things in a haste and down the glass fell on the ground, leading to complete silence...i quickly gathered my senses kept the money for the loss on the table and went away  thinking "Why dies it always happens to me"..from there he came running behind me but i was unable to face him i kept walking as fast as i can my heart pumping as much blood as it can.. and it all flushed down to my cheeks... He stopped there and was panting.. i stopped here too i turned my face and saw him i could not hear but could feel his  heavy pants... and thats it... that was the end of today's tale.. i wonder why he approached me.. well lets see what is in store for tomorrow...