Happy Pill

I made you mine even though I wasn't yours

I could say you were my happy pill, the one who can make me smile even when I'm sad, the one who can make a bad day a good one, I could say made me feel whole.

You were what I loved, your smile, your laugh, your face, your eyes, your everything and god you voice, your voice sent shivers down my spine.

Everything was perfect, every fucking detail was perfect. I thought you were the one, I thought we would last. I loved you, I came back to you no matter what happened, I always ended up back to you.

But everything shattered. You were once my happy pill but now you're another's, you were the one who made me smile now you're the one making me sad, you were once the one who made my bad days good now you're the reason why they became bad, you were once the one who made me whole and now you're the one who makes me feel empty.

You were what I loved but I didn't know you loved another, your smile, your laugh, your face, your eyes, your everything, and god your voice, your voice that once sent shivers down my spine are now hers.

I made you mine even though I wasn't even yours, I loved you without knowing if you loved me too, I made you my happy pill without knowing it was bad for me.

I didn't know this would happen there were no warning signs, just that message of " You're happy pill hehehe we have mutual feelings." That, that broke me bad. That was the end of us, the end of a fairytale I thought would have a happy ending but it didn't