hopes to self

Dear self,

I hope someday you find your own peace. I hope you find the answers in all of your regrets in life. I hope you find yourself enough. I hope you find yourself a happy place. I hope you could have a happy and contented heart. I hope you find your self the focus and motivation you've been wanting since then. I hope someday — I hope it's soon — you finally got rid of that endless thoughts that's been bugging you; the trance of 'what if'. I hope you finally find yourself a way to make yourself proud. I hope you find yourself the confidence you've been wanting since the start of your life. I hope you reach all your dreams and goals in life. If not, at least you find yourself a better way of living. I hope you have finally made up your mind what you really want and who you really are. I hope that what you're doing right now is the right—or the best thing for you. I hope you make yourself better in the future. I hope that these 'I hopes' came true and see your real happiness.

But for now, until these 'I hope's are still 'I hope' keep on re-reading this until it become 'I am".