I'm in pain, H E L P!

It was fast but the moment feels so long!
Your breathe, your voice, your touch, your kisses still lingering on my body.
I can't lie but I'm missing it!

What else to lie?
That I'm not longing for a care
That I'm not longing for a love
That I can face the world alone
False! Those are all I need!

The truth is
I'm hiding in pain for years
That time you came i took it
I'm so glad and excited
Coz i miss the feeling of being with someone
And you didn't disappoint me

In 216 hours
I feel that you care for me
I feel that you need me
I feel safer than ever
I feel proud being around you
I never feel alone
I got the attention I wanted

We share jokes
We laugh together
We are having a great time together

It was a happy time indeed
And i become vulnerable again

But what had had happened?
Blinded by the moment?
Absence of communication?
or F E A R S  TOOK IT AWAY?

Now, we are hours apart
Might be months or years
Or might be forever.

"It's for the best"
My pill  to ease the pain