The feeling of emptiness

I'm alive but I can no longer feel my heart beating
My tears are falling but can no longer feel the pain
Emotionally and mentally I feel like dying
And I no longer care

So yes!
Hurt me
Stab me
Ruin me
Kill me
I'm done

How did this happen?
A year ago, I felt so great
A month ago, I felt so good
A week ago, I felt a little okay
And now, I'm feeling empty
So empty

I wish I could turn back time
And change my past

And I promise to thee, myself.
I will love you
I will take care of you
I will make you my priority
I will show your worth
I will be honest with you
I will not give you any doubt
I will be proud of you
I will keep you safe
I will stay on your side, ups or down
I will promise to make you smile every single day

Now rest and heal.
And wish you find peace in your heart