Late night

Sometimes,
things are inexplicable
and happenings
have gone berserk
without you
noticing the slightest of it.

Dramas
and all the crying in the corner
late at night thing
have become a routine.

I'm wondering at night
up until dawn
whether or not
to go to sleep
or continue thinking
about wasting time.

Things are just falling,
breaking,
and tearing apart.

This is not to trigger anybody.
I won't be a hypocrite
and try to spread positivity all the time.

I have nothing to clarify
or explain.
I just want
to honestly write
how I feel.