Love me and I love you back

I wake up in the morning with the same emptiness..the emptiness I felt the last time.The pain. And yes it is awful !! Should I check my messenger or will that be a folly as I would know that there would be no messages whatsoever..Thinking ..thinking ..thinking!!! Aaaa....Suddenly that mischievious devil rises in me and I started laughing..HAHA wow!! ...But alas! I wake up ..go to bathroom ..get ready and here..I am in University which I call Uni as my one of my Australian lingos...I bring my friend Pari dii, who is almost 6 years elder to me to one side and tell her not to freak out..."Kunal is breaking up with me", I said. I did not even see her face as I did not even myself recognize what was going on. But there was a moment of silence which was totally unexpected. As of now, my life was appearing to me like a bollywood movie...Like the ones that I had always loved..The ones that made my heart goes MMMmmmmmmmm..where there is tragedy, drama, love, romance, marriage, love marriage hating parents and what not ... Anyway, I had to look at Pari didi's face and then she uttered the word.. "What!!!" I don't believe this." I asked her to calm down as this might be the scene of a bollywood movie but I certainly was at my real life work place. I asked her to calm down and come with me to a naerby park ..Hey!! It is where Kunal came up to see me...and I guess this was the one where I stood...shattered...crying my broken heart out...feeling no hunger...only some weird cramps in my legs with a feeling of runny tummy and a badly broken heart. But this all that did not happen today..right now I was with Pari dii telling her what Kunal had told me..How he did not want to spend the next one and half year of his life being unhappy with me and how he feels that we have no understanding as I am the most annoying person when it comes to not giving time by my prince charming ...One thing I have found out about men...doesn't matter how genius they are!! If your wife is getting annoying ..it is always an option to leave her to be with someone else. so simple...Duhhhh!! Anyhow..so as I was guessing that's what Kunal too had decided... to leave me ...Pari didi rang up Kunal as apparently she did not believe my words and wanted to talk to him..They talk meanwhile me getting anxious and nervous about what is Kunal going to tell Pari dii about me..Will he tell that I am annoying!! Jesus Crist How embarrasing!!...couldn't have I just shut up!!! They talk for a while and Pari dii comes back smiling .."There is nothing like that ...he just has some work stress..and he will call you to talk to you" she said. I did not believe what just happened and the devil that was making me laugh that morning was clearly upset !! "Heyy!! this all was getting over...why did you have to tell Pari didi to do the negotiation...Imagine..no problem with mum-dad, no silent video chats and no fear of what would happen if we do not talk much!! and above all I can go for my post doctoral degree wherever I would want ...Wow!!..the devil was literally mad at me . "Dii?? What do you mean?" I asked Pari dii. To which Pari dii said .. "Its nothing like that Riya..He is just bit stressed about work and you are making him miserable by not understanding his point of view" I was surprised and yeah ashamed too ...like did I really do this?? Well ..more than anything... I loved this guy .. and now I am being told all this by some other person ..Like really .. do me and Kunal really need a channel to communicate now? Are we that far ? But Pari dii was hopeful about Kunal.. and I guess her gut eluded her that day...Otherwise what then happened would not have happened ..