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Illustration by @luciesalgado
I hate mornings and bright things
They remind me of you
Or rather the lack of you
Painful jabs of she's not here anymore
And the bitter taste of it's time to let go
I hate cold nights and warm hugs
They remind me of your touch
Or rather the lack of it
Knowing I can never graze your skin again
Or feel your heartbeat as the space close in
I hate sappy poetry and love songs
They remind me of your proud smile
And that dorky cute little shy laugh
Whenever I write you one
It hurts so much now that you're gone
I started hating everything and everyone
They remind me of all the not you-s
Of all the things I can never see again
Of all the things I can never feel again
Nothing comes as close and I really miss you
It's 1 am or maybe 2 and I'm crying
Because you should have been here
You should have been able to read this in the morning
And tell me how terrible I am at writing
Or how I can get too clingy or annoying
But that you'll always continue loving
Oh god, what I would have given up
If only you continued living
I wish you're here to tell me again
That it's gonna be fine
That it's okay to cry
But it's not.
You're dead and I'm grieving
Waking up became too much of a hassle
And it's times like these that haunts my thoughts
That maybe loving you too much is what
I hated the most
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Part of the Poetry collection
Published on April 20, 2017
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