My Dear______ ?

Sorry... I am hurt,
Not because what you did.
I am hurt because I kept expection on you.
Even though you said you not doing.
I keep expection on you.
Why I do so??
What I feel for you??
Why can't I say it you??

I know answer for these all.
But still I keeping expection on you.
I feel for.
I care for & more than that.
I made promise to you that I never gone propose you.

I know your past.
I don't understand why I get hurt when your past name is taken.
You being honest with me.
Even I am trying to be honest with you.

You not coming over of your past.
I am not getting over with my present.
We both know well that, we don't have Future together.

How I make understand to my present, about how I feel for you & why I want to end up.
End up reason is not you.

Even I entered into your life after end up with your past but still I am stuck up in your break up.
Same matter I don't want to repeat.
Before break up you are in my life,
But you are not reason for my break up.

I don't believe in long lasting relationship.
I never been with any one so long as I am with my present.
Even you don't want last long relationship with me.

Then why I am getting Hurt for your every words.
Even though you are clear about your feelings about me.
I am keeping expection from you.

I am hurt.....
Not because of your action.
I am hurt because I keep expection on you.
Which is unknown to you.
Yes I feel for you, I remember my promise.
I never going to say you.
Because I afraid to loose you.
I want you.
Whatever our relationship name is....
I don't want to loose you.

By the way what is NAME OF YOUR RELATIONSHIP...???

MY DEAR ______________ ????