Time to move on.. I HATE YOU

It's time to move on..
My motive is to see you happy,
Moving from your past to smile on your face, that original smile which was you use to to-do all time before your ex enter into your life & before she leaving you.

When I met you I was unknown with your broker heart story. When you told about your break up story. That was normal story like all broke up lovers specially men's break up story. I was not interested to know who is your ex is. You directly told about her but I didn't believe, because you already told so many lie about your ex.
When you revealed your ex with proof. I completely felt broken. Don't know why. But felt your broken heart feeling. I completely understood your pain. My believe & hope in love relationship was vanished. & I broke up with my love relationship. Now I don't trust love nor that relationship.
Your sad face, that smile which cover your pain, that pain in your eyes that is so deeper I can see it & feel it. Until you reveal your ex with proof, your words about her, your words about relationship, that everything you say feels me like you still not know real love. All that your words, behaviour was feels me silly. After revealing with proof was like that big hit on my brain. Everything coming infront of my eyes, everything I was relating what was happened behind me. Same day I cried alot, litterly I was standing in shows & felt pain of your loved one leaves you and become some one else wife infront of you. How that man trolated this all things. My heart was pained alot that time. I couldn't control that pain. He is really strong man.

I decided to make him again like he use to do before she enter his life. I just want see his real smile. This was my motive when you told his sad story. But it became my wish to after knownig pain you dealing with. I just wanted to take him out from his pain. Want to realise him that he still has life to find true love, which he is in seek if with his ex. That may happen with him again. He may again believe in love & start loving another girl & I wished for this time his love story get success.
I use to hang out with him casually on weekends & holidays. Movies, long rides, lunch & some good quality time spending with him. Indirectly I was showing him how to be happy in life without someone. Enjoying today & right now is best time. We don't get another chance to live same. So whatever we get we should utilize it & convert it into happiness. In all these we didn't get when we got close.
When we go out of town more than 1 day we are missing each other so badly. We got addicted to each other. He took promise of not propose him because he don't want loose me. Even same feeling I was have. But love relationship we both don't wanted. Because both lost believe on love & relationship. How could be we stay together in relationship when we have same thinking, same feeling, same personality, definitely that is not going in direction of success.
In between these he found 1girl, he like her. & Thinking of get marry her. At level I try to find her. But not possible by me. Now he finding himself. Best of luck to his love life. He afraid getting same pain again. But He can't leave finding new girl even when he have photos of his ex in phone. I don't know what to say him other than ALL THE BEST.

Now he is happy. Moving from past in better way. Stepping forwards in his career. Now he smiling naturally. He is enjoying life with all. Expressing happiness openly. I can see it in eyes. His says everything to me. His eyes show something deeper feeling than I felt with any others. Everything he hide in eyes. Bleady my fatty Rat is happy now. I am so happy for him. His achievements became reason of my happiness. When he smiles. I smile like idiot. For his smile & happiness. I can do anything. I did also.

Now its my time to move on. My purpose in his life over. If I stay I don't think he will.....

I just wish you always be happy like now you are, be more happy. Find true love partner. This time I want your love story to be successful. If you missing me than remember you find me in your smile. In your real smile.
Last word to you is I HATE YOU 😘