My Ideal Life Companion

Everyone has their own ideals. I have one but I'll never force my life and my fate to give it to me. I do believe true love is not something that you have to fall into. What my ideal is not much perfect. I never ask that person to be a man. I don't need a man to protect me, I need a guy who believes in me and himself. I am strong so does he, I don't need a shield if I have a shield of my own. What I need is a comrade that would fight with me, not for me.

I don't need to be served, he doesn't need one too. We're going to be a team that would complement our flaws. I'm not the queen for display. He's not the King who fortifies the castle. Rather, we'll be scientists who'll dance around the glowing of chemicals. Working on a project and assist each other.

I don't need flowers, I don't need  a candlelight dinner or a movie night. What I want is to embrace simple moments with him. He doesn't have to prepare anything to show his love for me. Rather his everyday acts is enough for me

I don't want him to be an actor. I want him as him. Why would I ask him to look handsome? Why would I ask him to be kind? If he's kind then he's kind. If he's not so handsome, then what's the sense of looks at all? People ages. It will fade later on.

And most of all, he'll respect me, accept me for who I am. He'll never see as a lady or a woman but his life conpanion, just the way I see him as well. Even if we're not going to marry for a while, I want to him to wait for himself. Because I'll wait for myself as well. Until that time, the two of us we're ready to commit in a sacred agreement in front of God.

And that we'll have our own offspring. The two of us nuturing it and guiding it until it has the strength to fly up into the sky. Hoping that our offspring will also have a life so beautiful that the two of us would be proud of. Growing old together and walk together in the path of falling maple leaves.

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