Untitled Poem

I hope I could sing for you
Yet I can't, I don't have skills
I hope I could mourn for you
Yet I can't show my grief

I wish I could go somewhere
To end every faults I'll make
Yet I can't end life with my hands
I'm scared, I don't have strength

How I envied you,
For you to be so strong
Even when you fall apart in this world
Something I never have, I tried, I did

Indeed, it's something I'll never ever have
For me to write this, is to salute
How brave you all are, that's great
I wish you could hear it, feel it

When you all went out there
All I could do is to stare and keep it all
While hiding in the dark, crying for you
I hope you'll wait for me

I wish the best regards for you
My friend, enjoy that journey
I hope you'll never forget
Every memories you made in here