Sad Love

How could you act like everything is fine ?
How could you act like you were never mine ?
How could you act like you do not care ?
How could you act like your just acting fair ?

Does it make you happy ?
Leaving me behind, without goodbyes.
Leaving me behind, without taking glances.
Leaving me behind, without doubts.
Leaving me behind, having no ideas.
Leaving me behind and forgetting my existence.

Yes, I must say I do not have the right to ask for your explanations.
To crave for your attention.
And to demand for your time.
Because we do not have something.
We were not commited,
But we acted like those couples in relatuonships.
But, what the hell !?
You left me as if I were nothing.
As if we were nothing.

Was it easy ?
Was is that easy to leave me behind ?
Was I unworthy ?
Was I unworthy for an explanation ?
Was I difficult?
Was I difficult to love ?
Was I not enough?
Was I not enough, for you to leave ?

My heart crashed and broke into pieces.
My world turned blue and devastated.
My smile turned to a frown and tears fell off my eyes.
Was I not worthy to be loved ?

You broke me heart and took away my happiness.
You inflicted pain towards me, I couldn't feel more pain.
You wiped of my smile and turned it to a frown.
You told me I was unworthy and not enough.
You broke my heart, I felt like burried alive  under the ground.

But despite of all this pain.
My love for you still remained.
Painful as it may seem.
I'm learning to let you go.
I'm learning to love my self more.
I'm learning to accept that things don't truly last.
And that we should leave everything in the past.

Sad love it may seem,
But no regrets shall I keep.
For the love I have given you was my all,
and for the whole time I was honest to you about everything.

My love,
Thank you for the happiness,
Thank you for the sorrows,
Thank you for the memories,
Thank for the lessons.
Thank you for the heart break.

Our love, forever I will keep.
May it be my dreams everytime I sleep.
In time I will stop to weep.
You're memories forever I will keep.