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Illustration by @_ximena.arias
Essential
But not cardinal
Great
But not perfect
The number two
Such a sad number
The level of "almost-ness"
So close
Yet
So far
The feeling of being good enough
But simply not the best
The feeling of being cute
But not beautiful
The feeling of being liked
But never loved
Lukewarm
Average
Mediocre
Just Okay...
I was okay with just being
Okay...
I was fine with just being
Second.
Until finally,
I wasn't
I thought you would appear into my life like a missile.
Sudden.
Catching me off guard
Instead you came like the melting wax of a candlestick.
Dripping slowly
But filling surely.
The butterflies came one by one.
Two by two
Until they completely consumed me.
My fantasies were filled with your laugh
Your smile
Your hair
Your eyes
You.
These silly fantasies made me believe that
Maybe,
For the first time
I can actually be number one.
For the first time
Be first.
Your first
But no.
I may be the one you glance at
The one you smile at
The one who makes your tummy feel funny
The one who catches your eye
But I'm not the one you long for
Not the reason you smile
Not the one who makes your whole body weak
Not the one who caught your heart.
I'm just here to make you feel good about yourself
I'm only here to boost your ego
To be a pushover and give you what you want....
A second option
A number two.
31 Launches
Part of the Poetry collection
Published on August 23, 2019
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