Second Heartbreak

Its close to midnight and i stand between, tomorrow is a new day. But nothing will change, will it?.

You are a lovely boy you were the person with so much love when we met.We had some really nice time together Then i fell and you didn't. Can't blame you, if i were you i wouldn't like a person like me too. I am letting you go now. You have a lot on your plate. You are ill, you can't care about me anymore, your mother needs you too. You have other people who love you, your best friends care about you. You will do good without me, A emotional burden, a toxic person, I will never be the understanding person you need. I will lie for another minute with you. But i have to be selfless with you, right?. It will be the right thing to do, you should be with good people and i knew what i was, i should have known.You deserve to fall in love with somebody who will love you back with all  their heart, you coudn't let me be that and i don't blame you, you deserve someone nice. I wish things had been different and in some parallel universe maybe i would be better. I pray you get better things in future, you will leave in a month inevitably, I pray i die and you live.Goodbye.