Ssssssss...

2:52pm
Sunday
21 august 2016
      its the name "Sssssss..." ,her number was saved under this in his mobile.... s for shona,sweety,sunu,sweetheart,sexy etc.... because she meant all these for him....

They both were different  ... totally different...
The only common thing between them was their specific birth  day.. they both were born on wednesday....

Don't know... from when she started loving the colour sky so much... it became so her colour...

He took the colours from her rainbow... but left her the whole sky........ 

They met in 2014.. they talked.. they fall in love... thats what happens actually right.. but no.. she tested his patience.. after 1 year of friendship she was convinced that he was the guy for her..  then the fairytale began.....

They dated... they wanted to stay with each other in every moment..  they always tried to find a way to see each other atleast once... likewise their realtion continues with ups and downs , the fightings  and with the rendezvous♡♡ ... they used to meet once after very long gaps... almost 6 months.

Still they were happy together... their first anniversary, they decided the date because they had forgotten, when had the relationship started....  it was one of their personal jokes.... 

One day the guy moved to a distant place from hers... still their love was secure... they were happy being in long distance relationship... days passed... months passed... 

She was still the same..  in love with him deeply... but she was so blind that she couldn't see him changing... he used to ignore her... but it was her love, that was keeping her not to lose her cool... 

Things were going smooth still...

The second anniversary was about to come... she forgot about all the misunderstanding.. all the insecurities... and she was head over heels because they were going to celebrate their 2 years together....

 5th june 2016

12:00 am

(Messaged conversation...)

She -"happieee anniversary baby!!! I love you...."

(message seen..)

1:00am

She-are you there!!!??

7th june

She- you didn't reply... i got it... you dumped me .... its ok... people get married and leave each other...  we were only just dating right..!!!!!!. its ok....

(seen)

may be it was her ego.. or may be not.. she just wanted to show that she is strong, but broke from inside......

She messaged him after two days.... because she was waiting for his reply... she was trembling and crying.... still hoping that he would message...

May be he is busy.. may be he hasn't seen the message..   she was talking to herself....

Finally she accepted that she lost him... 

But she still loves him...

He left her without saying a word... no reason.... may be he  would have have a new girlfriend now... but what about her!!!? 

If he would  have given her a reason... may be it would have been easier for her to move on...

She still cries deep inside her heart .... 

"don't i deserve an explaination... a reason!!!!!!" , she screams every night silently inside the blanket making her pillow to go wet ... 

Its not fair right.....

Is it!???