The Battle

Don't blame me later if I end my life. I thrived for help. I didn't get one.

Only seeing psychiatrist doesn't help. You need help, support and understanding from the people around you, which I didn't get. I feel like I don't belong here anymore.

I am fighting my urges to commit suicide in every second of my life, even when I am writing this. I don't know how much longer I will be able to hold my urges. But I am fighting and fighting alone.

I am sorry that I'm not sorry if this hurts anyone, because no one has been sorry when I was hurt. Actually, no one noticed. Just want to say that, I will fight till I can.

Just don't blame me if I lose this fight, because I have fought hard and now I'm just reaching my limits.